hatsuna writes sometimes

it rained today—a proper rainstorm: the kind that makes your sweats cling to the meat of your thighs and soaks through the mesh of your shoes into your socks. i always feel a bit melancholic when it rains, or perhaps i feel a bit nostalgic; it’s hard for me to distinguish between the two feelings,…

/ dermatillomania, blood my picking has been bad lately. my hands are bleeding more often than i’d like, as are my arms. i’m wearing ugly blue gloves right now to curb the urge to pick. i’m writing this entry while i sit with a dull, low ache in my back in the fifth row of…

i’m listening to the free churro episode of bojack horseman as i write this entry. it’s only since coming to college that i’ve learned that most people don’t ritually listen to their favorite shows as background music to help them focus or study or write. i can’t count the number of times i must have…